i miss you're love since you've been gone
i find it hard to go on
summersky don't mean a thing
i thought i'd always be strong
and this feeling inside
it's making my heart cry

coz i'm missing you
and it's making me blue (yeah..)
i'm missing you
what can i do?
a thousand miles away from you..

so here i am and everything's new
i should be happy in love
but all i know when i look deep in my eyes
i've never felt so alone
and this feeling inside
it's making my heart cry

coz im missing you
and it's making me blue(yeah..)
i'm missing you
what can i do?
a thousand miles away...

so what's the meaning of this?
to be living like this?
it ain't no fun at all
i wonder where are you now...

i miss you're love since you've been gone
i find it hard to go on
and this feeling inside
i just break out and cry...

Have you ever loved someone whose love has never been yours? You always cry because of him/her, without him/her knowing? And with all the pain that you felt, you wished that he’d be somewhere away from you so that you could forget him? Well, if yes, you might as well read this… Just imagine yourself in this situation:

How will you tell yourself that you’ll be okay? How will you tell yourself that you can live without him? How will you believe that he love’s someone else? And, most especially, how will you believe that YOUR 1 & ONLY LOVE is going very far away and you’re never gonna see him again?
You’ve been curious when your friend told you that he has a secret that neither of them told you. Finally, she told you everything she knows. She said, “ Don’t tell anyone, okay? Well, he’s leaving… They’re migrating to Canada.” So, you gave up a little scream and a, “NOOOOO!!!!!!!! This can never be!!!!!” he doesn’t even know if he could finish the school year but it’s so sure that he’s gonna go away.
You’re crying so hard now… You can’t imagine life without him! He’d be gone and you have to let go of something you never had… then you remembered the time you said, “I hope that he’ll be gone, soon!” and now, you’re telling yourself that you’re stupid! How could you say those words?
You wished that this is just a bad dream that in a few moments, you’ll be able to wake up and be relieved… but still, you know that this is reality and sometimes reality hurts.
He caused you so much pain… all he did was to make you cry all summer. Countless, sleepless nights of crying got you tired and so you found a new one this school year. That NEW ONE always brings joy to your life and you thought you’ve replaced him but too bad… He’s your first love and first love never dies… You’ve just realized that now… Now that he’s about to leave… but still you cried and that counts as another pain he caused.
Any ways, besides being your love, he has been a great friend of yours… You told yourself that it’s unfair because you’ll be losing 2 things in your life, a friend and your love, while he’ll only be losing the girl he loves…but how will he lose her? She has never been his…
While he’s wherever thinking of how he’ll live without that girl, You’re here writing this you dunno while crying just for him… and he doesn’t even know that!
Well, it’s been nice knowing him… You just hope that wherever he may be, he’ll always remember you…and you hope that someday you’ll see each other again and you should wait for that day but for now, you’ll have to say goodbye…


“Leaving’s never easy… I know, for a fact, that it’ll be hard for him to leave his friends and the girl he loves but being left is much more harder…“

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Will You Wait For Me---Kavana

I need to talk with you again,
Why did you go away?
All our time together still feels like yesterday
I never thought I'd see
A single day without you,
The things we take for granted,
We can sometimes lose
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?

'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

Do you remember how it was?
When we never seemed to care,
The days went by so quickly,
'Cause I thought you'd always be there...
And it's hard to let you go,
Though I know that I must try,
I feel like I've been cheated,
'Cause we never said goodbye...
And if I promise not to feel this pain,
Will I see you again?
Will I see you again?

'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?

'Cause I miss you so, and I need to know...
Will you wait for me?
'Cause time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through,
If you wait for me...
And all the tears I cry,
No matter how I try,
They'll never bring you home to me
Won't you wait for me in heaven?
And time will pass me by,
Maybe I'll never learn to smile,
But I know I'll make it through
If you wait for me...